claire_a_boo @ 2006-06-11T16:42:00

2006-06-11T21:51:32Z

1 banana - 100
2 egg whites - 30
macaroni & cheese - 200

And a good 64 oz and probobly half a lean pocket for dinner or an apple or something. And a nice long run. I need one badly.

just wonderful

2006-06-11T00:55:47Z

Well um so today was just shit-tastic. I did absolutely nothing. Literally just watched CMT and slept. All day. And I ate. Which is also very disgusting. Oh well, tomorrow I stop.

Wow, it's been a really long time since I've decided to do that. Like a really long time. Psh, and I thought I had myself under-control or something. Well I obviously don't because I'm just a huge freaking cow now, and I make myself sick. Almost literally sick. Going to go on a run tomorrow, a long one I think. 25 minutes at least, I'd like. I hope I can make it that far.

Ugh I'm missing a graduation party right now, how badly does this suck?! But hey, only about 16 more days 'til I get ungrounded, and then I'm doing whatever the hell I want. Man I really want to smoke some right now... mmm and not eat. Those are the best days, when I smoke a ton and just don't start eating. I always feel so proud. I want my shit back from Sam.

I have nothing else to say. Really upset that anorexicqueen has kinda fallen apart. That used to be my life a year ago. Things have really changed since then. Granted, the community had kind of gone to shit towards the end, what with haters and people crying for attention and not having legit problems, and you can just tell. "like omfg, i totally ate like an entire cake today like wtf mate?!" Ohhhh could you piss me off a little bit more with your whining. Really, that makes me want to just... I don't even know.

Claire

claire_a_boo @ 2006-06-11T16:42:00

just wonderful